I feel like i am sitting alone in a big dark room, n dere's a huge dome over me on which many things are going by and i am tied to my seat...
This is how my days are going and the sole reason for my living is music...
I know this is a phase in evryone's life but i don't care about anybody and nor does anyone about me...im feeling so low dat i dun wanna do nething but close my eyes n dream..
n so i wrote dis in school wen teacher in d front was speakin sumting about carbon bond lengths n some fuckin "facts"
My morose death
Breaking glasses, tearing pages
drawing sketches,throwing pencils,
hurting my fists, wiping tears
That's all i do the whole day
my head's all bang n my fingers going ram
closing my eyes, i pull my hair
it happens to me all the time.
I am CONFUSED!!
Am i in dark or light??
this way or that way
i'm surrounded by thousands of things to do
dere are ig question marks everywhere
Who am I anyway??
Am i doomed or still to go?
i have no inerest to know...
i don't care
i don't give a damn look
at the things that are passing by
i don't wanna look my self in the mirror
i wanna do the things i want
or, i just wanna do nothing.
but sit n gaze at the sky.
i wanna go up there
away from everything else...
this confusion is killing me
i'm bleeding under ur shadow
i'm weeping under ur eyes
And i don't wanna breathe anymore....
and the fact that it was written durin a chemistry class makes it even more interestin...
chemistry helps bring out real talent !!