. . -under the moonlight- . .

well..........

i got 2 much frustated while writing my last post n cud'nt sleep dat night...........watever my country is n will b i still luv it!
i remember wen i came back from australia after an exciting visit 2 delhi, i felt like getting off da plane bending down n kissing my motherland (like all hindi movies)......n dat was all after just 15 days!! wherever u go dat place can't replace dis country's atmosphere of vibrance n enthusiasm..........i know i am contradicting my own self but still i feel like getting ma grudge out some oder time!!

me n my country

india is a land of varied heritage.....blah blah blah
dis is wat 1 finds about india everywhere or a photo of some poor naked children gazing helplessly at da camera while being clicked........here is wat i say -
everyday i switch on da t.v. news or flip da pages of fresh morning newspaper i find news of bomb blasts, riots on roads, farmers' suicide, strikes of students,trial of a rape n murder n things like dat...my head goes mad after reading or watching dem.........u name nething in da world it's dere in india....give me a break. dere was a lot of news coverage after da mumbai blastsn i think more dan 200 innocent ppl died, but wat happened after dat......nothing 2 do by da govt.,by da media or even by da ppl. how can ppl 4get suchthings? dat day i was surfing da channels wen something caught me at da ibn channel.........i was staring at a rs.2 cheque issued 2 1 of da farmers in u.p.! u can find da strangest n da weirdest news on da t.v. in india!
n dat priyadarshini mattoo case.........every1 was happy wen dat culprit was acquitted after10 yrs.!
wat's all dis.........india has been ranked 125 in da happy nations list n i m not surprised even though da elite ppl sure r! how wud dey know da pain of da less fortunate who r not literate, get less dan a dollar a day n hav no access 2 clean water n sanitory conditions!
contd....

me in my school

i am in high school n in just 10th grade..........dis is very big in da indian education system. i hav got loads 2 study (not so much though, but ppl around make it feel very heavy)
we r made 2 learn things as if we r machines n da main thing is just 2 mug up n cram things.....a person who is gud at mugging things may easily get a gud 98% in da boards (much hyped about exams....mean dere r so many exams but da performance of a child is judged only on da basis of dese stressing 1s) . dere place only 4 eggheads in our skool.......i think dat if i were not gud at studies ,nobody wud know me in da skool......i feel dat studying at skool is waste of our calibre........dere is nothing we can relate 2 in our real world except da science n maths (dat also is going da mugging way).........we do no experiments or nething practical but r made 2 learn wat is written in our books (dose ol' ncert 1s).....wat i may call "preconceived notions". we r just wasting our thoughts n ideas (dere is no place 4 dem in our skools) . someone said dat young ppl hav da most daring n gud ideas but who listens 2 us? we r made "pseudo - intellectuals" - da word i got 2 know from my friend n it really goes me thinking...................now u may think dat i am an upset girl reciting da very old story but i really mean it n want 2 do something about it

i am here 2 write wat i feel. i hav got many things 2 write about n share................so just b ready 4 me!!